last night i had a dream that luke slept over my house. except it was my old house in townsville. i still had the other house. we had two houses, we just lived in one sometimes and the other, other times. the next morning came and luke's parents came and got him. and both our families had to go to some other party/gathering (during the day) and some random's house - so our families met up there as well. except both our parents went missing, so luke and i left and went to his friend's house, who was a having a party. his friend's name was luke too. except when we got there no one else had arrived. the three of us were in his pool, and our bags were by the pool. gradually, more people started to turn up, and they all got in the pool. luke got out at one stage and i was left with the other luke, another boy and another girl. i felt really out of place. then the random boy slid his arm around my waist and i was like "umm, excuse me - but who are you?" he didn't even answer me - he just said "no no don't worry, i just want to see how much we can piss your boyfriend off". and i was like what the hell. and i looked up, and alllllll these people were rocking up at the same time. and i was like "i can't even see luke". and then i noticed our bags were missing. so i was like "umm excuse me, i have to go do something". so i got out of the pool and went into one part of this guy's house to try and find our bags. i couldn't find them so i went back out to the pool and everyone was gone. so i went into another part of his house. i walked down the hallway to this lounge room sort of area, and natasha was lying on the couch. i could see she'd been crying. and i asked her what was wrong and she said she had had a figh with shane. so i cuddled her for a while. by this time it was night time. then i walked out the back door into the yard, and i saw these two girls, who were the other luke's younger sisters. i asked them if they knew where everyone's bags were. one of them said they were all the way back there, and pointed out to the back of the yard. the sprinklers were on in the yard. so i ran all the way to the back, and there was a pile of bags underneath the sprinklers, right next to the fence. and past the fence was a heap of bushland, and i all i could see was a lot of red dots everywhere - because that's where everyone had gone to, and they were all carrying sparklers. i felt really angry because luke had gone out there with everyone and just left me alone. i grabbed my bag and ran through the sprinklers back to the house, and i said to natasha "those little bitches they put our bags right under the sprinkler" (about the two sisters). and just as i said that their dad came around the corner. i was scared he was going to get angry at me for saying that. but he was angry about the girls doing that, and wen t looking for them. i can't remember what happened after that.

i woke up.

so i had this dream two nights ago. but it's stuck in my head so i may as well post it, even if it is a bit late.

i was travelling. i was in paris actually - it was the end of the year. and mum was there, and we moved around the streets a bit and then later i was in a hotel, talking to two people. i'm not sure who they were. but then mum came in and told me i had to pack up my stuff, she had to take me to stay with her old exchange students that night, before she had to go back home to australia. and so i was trying to pack all my stuff up quickly, but it wouldn't fit in my bag properly. but while i wsa doing this i remember thinking "this isn't even real, it's not even december yet, i'm dreaming. i don't have to pack this stuff up, i can just leave it".

i don't know what happened directly after that, but later ... i was at the eiffel tower. there was some celebration taking place at the bottom, and there was a bon fire. there was this little kid, who fell in the fire. and i quickly grabbed her out and took her shirt off because it was on fire, just a little bit, and i soaked it in water. then her parents were there and i was holding the shirt up pointing out the burnt mark and saying "i think it's going to stain, i can't get it to wash out".

and then the kid, she just kept wanting to play in the fire. she wanted everyone to go into the fire. and we explained that it was dangerous. and then she developed this theory that if we all sat in this little sack thing (which was actually my blue pencil case from smiggle), and then put the sack in the fire, that we wouldn't get burnt but we'd still be able to feel the warmth. and so everyone piled into this small pencil case. but her dad was the last in and said he wasn't going to go in he was just going to watch. and so he zipped it up and he held the pencil case in his hand, and he just dangled it over the fire so that the people inside would feel the warmth. he didn't want to put it completely in the fire, because he knew it would actually burn them. so then after he unzipped it and they all got out, the girl was happy because she actually thought she had been in the fire.

i can't remember last night's dream so well because i waited so long to write it down. but i was in a house and it was some form of party .. but it was reaching the end. and i had been away from luke all night for some reason, i can't remember. but there was this guy, keegan i know. and he was trying to hook me up with ringo from neighbours (yes i know, i must watch too many soapies). and anyway i wasn't really wanting to, and then luke came, because he had been looking for me. and i was like ohhh thank god, and i went and gave him a big hug and a kiss because i wanted to make it obvious that to keegan than i wasn't interested. and then the party was ending, and everyone was being picked up. but i didn't know who was picking me up. and i didn't have my phone with me. so i was walking along out the fron of the house trying to find a familiar car, but failed. and i thought okay maybe someone can pick me up. and i went out the back where there were more cars to pick people up, but everyone i knew was gone. i went back into the house and there was a drink spilled on the kitchen floor. and then margaux was there. she came from a different room with a vacuum cleaner and was like my mum bought this new vacuum cleaner that vacuums up water. so she vacuumed it all up. and apprently this house was a place where foreign exchange students stayed, it was weird. and then for some reason i grabbed the normal vacuum cleaner and started vacuuming all the floors. and one girl asked me to vacuum her room because the floor was really dirty. so i went into her room. and then before i was about to start vacuuming it i decided i had to change clothes. but there were no doors in the room, so i had to stannd right in the corner so no one could see me. i didn't actually have any clothes to change into so i took one of the girl's dresses that was on her floor, and i put it on.


and thats about as much as i remember.