last night i had a dream that luke slept over my house. except it was my old house in townsville. i still had the other house. we had two houses, we just lived in one sometimes and the other, other times. the next morning came and luke's parents came and got him. and both our families had to go to some other party/gathering (during the day) and some random's house - so our families met up there as well. except both our parents went missing, so luke and i left and went to his friend's house, who was a having a party. his friend's name was luke too. except when we got there no one else had arrived. the three of us were in his pool, and our bags were by the pool. gradually, more people started to turn up, and they all got in the pool. luke got out at one stage and i was left with the other luke, another boy and another girl. i felt really out of place. then the random boy slid his arm around my waist and i was like "umm, excuse me - but who are you?" he didn't even answer me - he just said "no no don't worry, i just want to see how much we can piss your boyfriend off". and i was like what the hell. and i looked up, and alllllll these people were rocking up at the same time. and i was like "i can't even see luke". and then i noticed our bags were missing. so i was like "umm excuse me, i have to go do something". so i got out of the pool and went into one part of this guy's house to try and find our bags. i couldn't find them so i went back out to the pool and everyone was gone. so i went into another part of his house. i walked down the hallway to this lounge room sort of area, and natasha was lying on the couch. i could see she'd been crying. and i asked her what was wrong and she said she had had a figh with shane. so i cuddled her for a while. by this time it was night time. then i walked out the back door into the yard, and i saw these two girls, who were the other luke's younger sisters. i asked them if they knew where everyone's bags were. one of them said they were all the way back there, and pointed out to the back of the yard. the sprinklers were on in the yard. so i ran all the way to the back, and there was a pile of bags underneath the sprinklers, right next to the fence. and past the fence was a heap of bushland, and i all i could see was a lot of red dots everywhere - because that's where everyone had gone to, and they were all carrying sparklers. i felt really angry because luke had gone out there with everyone and just left me alone. i grabbed my bag and ran through the sprinklers back to the house, and i said to natasha "those little bitches they put our bags right under the sprinkler" (about the two sisters). and just as i said that their dad came around the corner. i was scared he was going to get angry at me for saying that. but he was angry about the girls doing that, and wen t looking for them. i can't remember what happened after that.

i woke up.

i can't remember last night's dream so well because i waited so long to write it down. but i was in a house and it was some form of party .. but it was reaching the end. and i had been away from luke all night for some reason, i can't remember. but there was this guy, keegan i know. and he was trying to hook me up with ringo from neighbours (yes i know, i must watch too many soapies). and anyway i wasn't really wanting to, and then luke came, because he had been looking for me. and i was like ohhh thank god, and i went and gave him a big hug and a kiss because i wanted to make it obvious that to keegan than i wasn't interested. and then the party was ending, and everyone was being picked up. but i didn't know who was picking me up. and i didn't have my phone with me. so i was walking along out the fron of the house trying to find a familiar car, but failed. and i thought okay maybe someone can pick me up. and i went out the back where there were more cars to pick people up, but everyone i knew was gone. i went back into the house and there was a drink spilled on the kitchen floor. and then margaux was there. she came from a different room with a vacuum cleaner and was like my mum bought this new vacuum cleaner that vacuums up water. so she vacuumed it all up. and apprently this house was a place where foreign exchange students stayed, it was weird. and then for some reason i grabbed the normal vacuum cleaner and started vacuuming all the floors. and one girl asked me to vacuum her room because the floor was really dirty. so i went into her room. and then before i was about to start vacuuming it i decided i had to change clothes. but there were no doors in the room, so i had to stannd right in the corner so no one could see me. i didn't actually have any clothes to change into so i took one of the girl's dresses that was on her floor, and i put it on.


and thats about as much as i remember.

i had a dream that we were at the house in byron bay, where we're planning to go for schoolies this year. luke and i were bored there, so we decided to go for a drive to the botanical gardens. i was driving, and it was the worst road ever. we were going up a mountain, and the roads were really narrow, with trees on either side, and the roads were made of dirt. and it was really hilly. it was so strange. and anyway we got to this place and all of sudden it was modern again, and there was just this big cement car park that stretched for ages, and just one little cafe. i went into the cafe, and luke was gone. but mum was there. but it was a really dodgy cafe. everything had a really bad colour scheme. it was really small. and the furniture was either old, or plastic kids furniture. mum and i sat down at a table and it was really dirty, with crumbs all over it. the last thing i remember s brushing crumbs off the table.


i also had another dream, that my grandma was living next door to my grandad. and her dog was really sick, so she called an ambulance for it.

last night i dreamt that i was lying, or sitting, one of the two. but i was on a picnic blanket type thing alone in the middle of the woods. and then someone came to meet me. it was either robert patterson or luke, i don't know this dream confused me. i think fir it was the latter, and then it changed to luke. anyway then all of a sudden we were in a house. i can't remember walking there, but i think that's how we got there. i can't really remember what happened there, but i think it was something upsetting. then, i was walking home with luke and he was saying hey can we go to the woods again tomorrow and i said i wasn't sure, because i had exams.


the end.

last night there were people i knew in my dream, not strangers.

luke was at my house. except it wasn't my house, it was a different house. and anyway, he was supposed to stay the night that night. i get the feeling my mum was there, but i never actually saw her. i don't know where my brothers were. so, luke was there. and then there was jateen.

he said that he wanted to hang out with luke. i don't understand why, luke was supposed to seem him the next day. but anyway, luke complied. i got annoyed and went to sleep, because i didn't want to sit off on the side watching them 'hang out'. so i told luke to wake me up when jateen went home. then late in the afternoon i woke up. and they were gone.

i looked around for them, but couldn't find them. so i went outside to look. and it was strange. as you walked out the backdoor, there was actually another wall with a few shelves with plants and stuff on them. and you had to turn left to actually go down the stairs. but anyway, i walked out and i see nikolai. but actually, it wasn't nikolai - it was a mirror on the shelf. and i was like what the hell, nikolai is in a mirror. but then it turned out that it was just the mirror refelcting a picture of nikolai, which was in one of the plants. strange, so strange.

so i went back inside and went to my room, and i realised luke had taken his stuff. and there was a bean bag where his stuff used to be and it was wet - so i assumed they had gone for a swim and then sat around inside, making my bean bag wet. so anyway i sent luke and angry txt message saying gee thanks for ditching me etc etc. and that is the end.