i had a few dreams last night, but i only remember two.

the first one is very vague ... all i know is that i was back in australia and i had forgotten to by presents for a lot of people; and i didn't even bring any swiss chocolate back!

the second one, was strange. i was on facebook and there was a status update from jesse spelta, a boy from my old school, saying he loved the rabbits, they were delicious (apparently he and another boy, sean judge, also from my old school, had gone hunting and caught two rabbits and then cooked them and ate them.

and then for some reason me and a few other people were hunting rabbits. except it was on some island in the mangroves and yuck. and then we were in some rundown house on the island, and i was walking down the hallway when i saw womething out of the corner of my eye in one of the bedrooms. so i went in there, and it was a kitten. there were like seven kittens there. the one i picked up was black and it's fur was really thin and you could see it's skin underneat and it was all irritated. i was like flea irritated, but like exma irritated =S

anyway i got all upset and called the RSPCA and a lady came out to check it out. she told me they were feral cats and to just leave them to themselves.

bitchhhh.

not last night, but the night before, i had this dream.

i was walking to the train from school one afternoon, and when i got to moggil road i got in someones car. appparently (in my dream), everyafternoon when i got to moggil road, instead of walking across the last two streets to the train station, i would get in someones car because most people drove around and past the train station anyway. when i got in the car, i didn't ask the person. i didn't say hey. i just got in the car and got out again - and they never noticed. but this one afternoon i got in the car and there was another girl in the back seat as well. the guy who was driving noticed me get in, but he didn't say anything because he thought i was a friend of the girl's. but these people weren't going to the station. he was dropping the girl somewhere. and we got to the place and i had no idea where we were. so the girl and i got out of the car. but when i started walking in the opposite direction to her the guy realised that i wasn't with her and started following me in his car. i was trying to work google maps on my phone so i could find the train station but it wouldn't work. so i walked for a while until i got scared of the guy following me, and i ducked into someones house. in the house there was a man and his baby and he was waiting for his girlfriend to come home. i explained to him my predicament and he didn't find it unusual at all that i just ducked into his house without warning. he wasn't wearing a t shirt. and after an hour or so of us talking normally i realised he had a dlsr (i was carrying mine at the time, too). i asked if i could play with it, and he said yes. he told me i should look through the lens at his back. so i did and when i did i could see all these massive scars on his back. i took the lens away and i could see them still, but not well. he was like isn't it strange that you can only see them through the lens? i said yea, but i could see them without the lens, it's just that i didn't notice at first. and then it was getting dark and i called mum to tell her what happened and why i was going to be late, and then i started walking to the train station.


also, i had a dream last night. but i've forgotten it.

i can't remember last night's dream so well because i waited so long to write it down. but i was in a house and it was some form of party .. but it was reaching the end. and i had been away from luke all night for some reason, i can't remember. but there was this guy, keegan i know. and he was trying to hook me up with ringo from neighbours (yes i know, i must watch too many soapies). and anyway i wasn't really wanting to, and then luke came, because he had been looking for me. and i was like ohhh thank god, and i went and gave him a big hug and a kiss because i wanted to make it obvious that to keegan than i wasn't interested. and then the party was ending, and everyone was being picked up. but i didn't know who was picking me up. and i didn't have my phone with me. so i was walking along out the fron of the house trying to find a familiar car, but failed. and i thought okay maybe someone can pick me up. and i went out the back where there were more cars to pick people up, but everyone i knew was gone. i went back into the house and there was a drink spilled on the kitchen floor. and then margaux was there. she came from a different room with a vacuum cleaner and was like my mum bought this new vacuum cleaner that vacuums up water. so she vacuumed it all up. and apprently this house was a place where foreign exchange students stayed, it was weird. and then for some reason i grabbed the normal vacuum cleaner and started vacuuming all the floors. and one girl asked me to vacuum her room because the floor was really dirty. so i went into her room. and then before i was about to start vacuuming it i decided i had to change clothes. but there were no doors in the room, so i had to stannd right in the corner so no one could see me. i didn't actually have any clothes to change into so i took one of the girl's dresses that was on her floor, and i put it on.


and thats about as much as i remember.

last night i had more than one dream as well. or rather, this morning - in between the txts that i was receiving far too early on a saturday.

in the first one, there were a lot of people staying at my house. it wasn't my real house, it was a different one. but there were i think, six people sleeping in the one room. me, mum, and oscar had our own rooms - felix wasn't there. but apparently, jacqui and nika lived with us. all the people were staying in jacqui's room, and for some reason nika decided that she would stay in there as well. so there were four people in one double bed, and two people sleeping on the ground. one morning i woke up and i walked into that room to talk to everyone, and i dropped my phone. it was one of those old shitty nokia phones - it fell apart. completely apart. i was putting all the pieces back together, and it was almost done, when it fell apart again. so i tried again, and realised something was missing. and for some reason i was like "he's taken it, he planned this". i don't know who he was, but apparentlty he was out to get me and was trying to spy on me by stealing some chip thing from my phone. so we were going to go after him, but mum was out so we didn't have a car. but when i went out to check if we had a car anyway, leah from home and away was mowing my lawn.


the second dream i had was that there was me, a group of people, and these vampires after us. we were on a mountain. two people managed to go down the mountain, but the rest of us had to run up to get away. as we were going up ther wer a few forks in the trail where you could go two ways. and i kept saying that we should split up because the vampires would be able to smell us and if they knew we only went one way they would all come, but if we splite up, they would have to split up as well. but no one else would split up. sophie was one of the people with us, too. and anyway, somehow i found a way by myself to get back down the mountain. and it turned out that at the bottom of the mountain there were more vampires, but they were nice. one of them was just a kid, and he used to be a gymnast. there was this empty river, but it was really deep, and this rope ran across the top of it, with other ropes that you could hold onto to help yourself walk across the rope to the otherside. and the gymnast could walk across it without holding onto anything. he tried to get me to try it, but i wouldn't.

last night i dreamt that i was lying, or sitting, one of the two. but i was on a picnic blanket type thing alone in the middle of the woods. and then someone came to meet me. it was either robert patterson or luke, i don't know this dream confused me. i think fir it was the latter, and then it changed to luke. anyway then all of a sudden we were in a house. i can't remember walking there, but i think that's how we got there. i can't really remember what happened there, but i think it was something upsetting. then, i was walking home with luke and he was saying hey can we go to the woods again tomorrow and i said i wasn't sure, because i had exams.


the end.

last night there were people i knew in my dream, not strangers.

luke was at my house. except it wasn't my house, it was a different house. and anyway, he was supposed to stay the night that night. i get the feeling my mum was there, but i never actually saw her. i don't know where my brothers were. so, luke was there. and then there was jateen.

he said that he wanted to hang out with luke. i don't understand why, luke was supposed to seem him the next day. but anyway, luke complied. i got annoyed and went to sleep, because i didn't want to sit off on the side watching them 'hang out'. so i told luke to wake me up when jateen went home. then late in the afternoon i woke up. and they were gone.

i looked around for them, but couldn't find them. so i went outside to look. and it was strange. as you walked out the backdoor, there was actually another wall with a few shelves with plants and stuff on them. and you had to turn left to actually go down the stairs. but anyway, i walked out and i see nikolai. but actually, it wasn't nikolai - it was a mirror on the shelf. and i was like what the hell, nikolai is in a mirror. but then it turned out that it was just the mirror refelcting a picture of nikolai, which was in one of the plants. strange, so strange.

so i went back inside and went to my room, and i realised luke had taken his stuff. and there was a bean bag where his stuff used to be and it was wet - so i assumed they had gone for a swim and then sat around inside, making my bean bag wet. so anyway i sent luke and angry txt message saying gee thanks for ditching me etc etc. and that is the end.

last night's dream was a little strange. but if you're me, that's normal.

there was a family. i can't quite remember now - i think just a father, a daughter and a son. no mother. but the daughter went missing. and then the son saw her lying down. she was behind a line of trees on a patch of green grass. big trees, you know like the ones that they use to make woods. so the boy went over to see her, and she wouldn't wake up. she looked fine, and she was warm. but she wouldn't wake up. and the father came, and he pushed her hair back. and there was the tiniest bullet hole in her temple. you could barely even notice, it was a red spot.

so naturally, police were involved - they suspected the father. i don't know how i found out, or the father, actually, found out - but the person who shot her was an old lady. and the lady knew that the father knew, and she found joy in it.

and then, one night, the lady was in their house. and she put something under the mattress of the father's bed. i don't know what - something that would kill him. and he came home and noticed that somthing was different, he found the thing under his mattress, and he knew that the lady had been there. so he went after her. her house was a big house on the top of a hill, and it was night time. he was in her office, looking through her files - trying to find evidence i suppose, when she appeared in the doorway. and she just watched him. and he turned around and realised she was there. and she just smiled.

and then he was outside, with and fbi agent - who actually was on his side. and they were leaving. because they couldn't do anything. they couldn't prove anything, and they had to leave - because otherwise, the old lady was going to kill the father.