last night it was strange. i was in some village and there was some big festival on. but something wasn't right. the people that i was with seemed to be maybe undercover journalists or something. there was a big tent and everyone was inside, and something was about to happen. the big 'leader', whoever he was, was up the front about to talk i thought. i was outside with soem friends. one of the guys had a camera and was standing at the edge of the entry to the tent trying to catch somehting on film. then for some reason he gave the camera to me, and he went inside. so i took up his space, trying to catch whatever it was that was about to happen, on film. but then i saw the big leader guy catch my eye. and i had a horrible feeling he knew what i was doing. so quickly i ran and hid the camera in some bushes. then ran back to the tent and sat down, hoping they wouldn't fin the camera and they wouldn't suspect i was doin anything wrong. and then i saw what the boy had wanted to catch on film. there was a family of three, brough in on stretchers. a mum, a dad, and a little child. they were dead, already. they had been punished for something and the leader was making an example out of them. there were three boxes up the front too. the stretchers were laid down in front of the boxes, and the boxes were opened. one tiger came out of each box and ate the body laying in front of the box.

the other night i had a dream that i was driving mum's car. and her breaks are really really touchy. but no matter what, in this dream, my foot was to the floor but the car would not stop. it would slow down. but it would never stop, rolling right through the red lights.

last night i had a dream that i was driving over a bridge. but as i got towards the middle of the bridge, there was this hill, and it was completely vertical and really really high. as i got towards the top, about to go over the otherside, it got really hard to control because the road was really narrow and the gravity was pulling the car down. and then, the car went over the side of the bridge.

a little distressing.